I lost brain cells last night, of this I am sure.
Okay, I should explain. It wasn’t because I over-served myself (although in all honesty I did, in fact, drink a little wine—red, natch). No. In my effort to transform into the ultimate corpulent, dumpy, slacker-loser, I have developed an addiction to watching inane television. Why read a book and learn something when you can sit your ass all potato-style, drooling in front of the dummy box? Make mine mashed oozing with sharp cheddar and butter (keep your damn healthy broccoli) these days.
My latest greatest distraction from participating in the real world is my weekly dose of “The Bachelorette”. I’m so irritatingly invested in this stupid show that I sometimes find myself actually screaming at Ashley on TV, which we all know is not even remotely helpful since she can’t hear me. I’ve even coaxed my honey into watching with me. And while, if I’m being honest, he probably plays along because he wants to spend time with me (reads: he wants to get laid when the show is over), he does get hooked into my mental measurements over Ashley’s very poor judgment, too.
So there we sit, pooled in spit, when the realization hits that not only am I invested in the psychology of what is going on, but I have to own up to having a fave guy, though all I know about him is that he makes wine (which I’m not sure says the right thing about me…or maybe says exactly the right thing about me, depending upon how you look at it). Don’t even know the guys name. Heh. Maybe I’m not as devoted a fan as I previously thought. Gee. What a relief.
What a variety of guys; all with some level of hotness, some smoking, but all playing a game. Ash, sweetheart, I don’t know if you know this or not because you’re only, like, twelve years old, but guys like to compete. Especially with each other. Super-duper especially when it’s against each other for a girl’s affections. But here’s the rub, darlin’…I don’t know many guys that aren’t almost more into the chase than the catch.
You’re all concerned, Ash sweetie, (and you should be if you’re taking this whole bit seriously) that these guys aren’t being honest about their intentions and that they’re playing a game, which they are. Duh. So how in the world can you truly think that one of these men is seriously into you?
Yes, they all want to woo and win you, but I’m betting that it has more to do with beating each other out of the opportunity to be the winner winner chicken dinner than it has to do with banging you for the rest of their lives.
Honey, just deal with the historical facts. Oh, sure, maybe one of these guys is excited to become Mr. Ashley, but if we’re being realists here, there’s a better chance of getting hit by lightening.
Twice.
On a sunny day.
It.
Is.
A.
Game. *smirks*
When you look at all of the bachelor/ette shows, have any actually worked out? Maybe that one way in the beginning. I say take your fifteen minutes of fame and go the way that others have gone: pretend that you can act or something. You’re pretty enough to make it on Lifetime or SciFi channel, I guess, and why reinvent the wheel with trying to become the next reality star? Oh, wait. You did that already. Nevermind.
And for God’s sake, ditch this whole Bentley idea. You think there’s a connection?? Really? (Why are the young ones so bloomin' dense?) Yes, I know that I get to see all the details of his extensive douchebaggery that you were unaware of, and he’s definitely a master manipulator, but come on. The man is plant food. Go with the wine maker guy (what the hell is his name?? Now I’m going to have to go look that up).
You know folks, all of it still leaves me at a serious loss though. Not because I’m concerned about which guy Ashley will end up with, because who gives a shit? It’s not like she’ll stay with the guy for longer than it takes to start a new season anyway, but because I’ve developed the horrible habit of wasting two hours every week on this dumb show instead of doing something productive, like reading or writing or doing my laundry.
Right now I’m write-avoiding by watching “The Voice”, but only after watching “America’s Got Talent” (though I find the title of the latter show somewhat misleading). Point is that I keep doing things that keep me from doing the things that I want to be doing…or rather say that I want to be doing.
This got me thinking, which outside of drooling in front of the boob-tube is something I seem to be doing a lot of lately. Maybe I don’t really want to be doing what I say I want to be doing. But then what? I could go for becoming a professional wine drinker, on account of the fact that I like my red, but I’d really like to keep the liver I’ve got because I’m kind of attached to it. Transplants can be so…sketchy, and dialysis doesn’t really seem to be the way to go.
Television critic? Lord knows I distract myself with enough of it these days. Internet surf queen? I’m beyond pro in that department, too. See? Now this is requiring WAY too much thinking and the confusion is impeding my ability to enjoy “The Voice” so I’d better shut up shutting up and get back to it.
I mean, I have far more pressing matters to consider than my future anyway. Rumor has it Bentley (the guy with a name fit for the dog that he is) is coming back. Wonder what will happen? If she lets him back and I was the nameless wine maker, I’d ditch her and go looking for his true match—a married woman in Wisconsin (or at least that’s what I’ve heard).
You hear me, Ash?
Don’t fuck up your chance to be with one of the guys who is sincerely pretending like you’re “the one” for the guy that’s pretending like he’s “the one”, except anytime he’s in front of a camera.
Besides, FREE WINE, girl. How can you go wrong with anything that’s free? The fact that it’s wine…mmm…
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